Dark chambers of my heart

"...in her heart, as in the heart of every man and woman, must be a chamber where light didn't reach, where a calming silence could not be achieved."
-Dean Koontz

So you think you're lost?

I will show you what it means

My pain is not more

But stretches out behind me

In a slow and ghostly past

I am walking sadness

I live in this place

My bones are shadow

And my heart is black

Will you take me as your guide?

No comfort here,

It does not belong

Only loneliness

Only self-loathing

Make your home here

I have

"I said to my soul, be still, and wait without hope, for hope would be hope for the wrong thing".

T.S. Elliot

It's been a while

So, guess what! I didn't die from my "mysterious illness" and I'm better now. Actually, I found out it was strep throat, good times. But anyway...

I've been really freakin busy lately with work and trips and whatnot, plus I just haven't really felt like writing in my blog. I guess I don't really have anything to say (imagine that).

Actually, I think I'll end it here. The only reason that I wanted to write something is because I was tired of looking at my old entry when I accidently clicked on my blog instead of someone else's. Bye now!