Snow Day

So today I didn't go to work because the weather people said it was going to be freezing rain all day but now the roads aren't so bad so I feel like an ass because I didn't go in. Guess its the story of my fucking life. Anyway...
I never post in my blog unless I've got something to bitch about so you can guess why I'm posting now. I'm unhappy, yet again, because that seems like all I ever am. Then again who gives a fuck and I don't really even feel like talking about it. There's a song that Johnny Cash covered and I think that it describes how I feel perfectly so I'll let the words speak for themselves:

I hurt myself today
To see if I still feel
I focus on the pain
The only thing that's real
The needle tears a hole
The old familiar sting
Try to kill it all away
But I remember everything

[Chorus:]
What have I become
My sweetest friend
Everyone I know goes away
In the end
And you could have it all
My empire of dirt
I will let you down
I will make you hurt

I wear this crown of thorns
Upon my liar's chair
Full of broken thoughts
I cannot repair
Beneath the stains of time
The feelings disappear
You are someone else
I am still right here

[Chorus:]
What have I become
My sweetest friend
Everyone I know goes away
In the end
And you could have it all
My empire of dirt
I will let you down
I will make you hurt

If I could start again
A million miles away
I would keep myself
I would find a way