I thought 3 day weekends were supposed to be refreshing?

Yeah well mine wasn't. Actually I had a great weekend, I'm just grumpy because it's gorgeous outside and I'm stuck in a room with no windows. Hmmm, I wonder if it's better to not be able to see the sunshine outside or to be able to see it and still not get to go out in it. I'm not sure but I guess it's a whole grass is greener on the other side thing.

I'm still feeling blah and getting really frustrated about it. It's like my feelings are turned off so I'm just existing right now, I hate it when I get like that. I feel like it's the same thing over and over again- get up, go to work, get off work, hopefully get to see my friends and my boyfriend, go to sleep. I don't know what I'm looking for which makes it even more frustrating. I can't sit still but I'm too lazy to do anything so I'm just stuck I guess.

Like I said, my weekend was awesome. I went to Lexington with Gerry for a wedding and it was great. I think we may be a little sick of each other because we've spent a LOT of time together lately. Personally, I find it funny because I'm pretty sure that has yet to happen, well at least on my end- I can't speak for him. He's so sweet because he's extremely patient with me when I go off the deep end and start crying for the stupidest reasons. I love him so much and I'm so glad he puts up with me.

But enough about that mushy stuff. Sunday I went to Rosario's and drank some beer, it was a good time. I didn't even mind when the drunk girl that peed all over herself laid on top of me. Well, maybe I minded but let's just say I didn't get pissed off. Plus I got to hang out with the other half of my brain and I haven't been seeing nearly enough of Smess lately, I was going through withdrawal. Isn't it crazy how someone can be totally separate from you but you feel like one person?

Ugh, I suppose I should be studying for the GRE right now. Nothing like a standardized test to me you feel like a total moron. According to my scores, I don't know how I manage to dress myself every day. And why in god's name would I need to know how to find the area of a circle? Maybe so I know how big to make the hamburgers at McDonald's. That's where I'm heading if I don't remember how to do algebra, hell I don't even remember arithmetic apparently.

Then again, I do see the book I'm currently reading just sitting there all lonely. Maybe I can put off studying for just one more day ;-)