Almost there

Oh jeez, is this semester over yet? It seems like its dragged on forever. Right now I should be studying for my Behavior Modification test and then my World Religions exam but I don't really feel like doing either. What I feel like doing, however, is laying my head down right on this here desk and taking a nice long nap. I suppose sleep will have to wait for a while.

Okay so nothing new to report here really. I had a wonderful weekend down in Lex-Vegas and I'm looking forward to the stellar conclusion of the semester so I get to see my friends again. Hey, I only cried once this weekend, go me. I thought I did pretty good; and that one time was stupid but I got over it. Pat on the back, thank you, thank you.

I feel like I haven't seen anybody in FOREVER. I've been so flippin busy with work-class-work-homework that I haven't really gotten the chance to just chill. Of course, now that I'm thinking about it that's not really true but we'll just stick with what I said initially. Christ, I feel like I've hung out with Samantha and Aviles more than my real friends these past couple of weeks. That's really sad too because I don't really see them that much either. Besides, I'm done with all the drama that follows them around, I loathe drama. That's right, I don't just hate it, I LOATHE it (look it up). And yes I may be hypocritical because I myself create some drama in my life, especially when it comes to Gerry (sorry sweetheart) but for the love of Buddha, what I do ain't nothin compared to some other stuff I've seen.

I'm going to practice some self-control before I say something that could come back to haunt me. I've got stuff on my mind but nothing terribly important. I think from now on I should wait at least 2 days before I bring something up that I'm upset about because chances are, after 2 hours I'm over it. There are few things that are important enough for me to say upset over and I'm really tired of making those around me (ahem Gerry) feel bad because I'm a blubbering idiot sometimes.

Yep, I think that's good enough. I'm done rambling for now, off to do something constructive, or play poker (which I consider both fun and constructive-it works in Brea-Anne logic, don't question).